Moving On

Every day is probably going to be a struggle for me, but now that it's been a few days since I found out this news I am back at work for a half day. I decided that it's also a good idea to see a counselor to talk to about my issues and see how I can take the brightest possible path in my grief process.

But before I go on about how I plan on moving on - I just wanted to say that I am sooo glad I wrote that post yesterday. I am still hurting but somehow it hurts far less. I have received so many messages wishing me and Brian well and even some people reaching out saying they've gone through the same thing that I have been going through this week. The best part of reading those messages certainly is knowing that I'm not alone. I am looking forward to a good old fashioned sob-fest this weekend with a good friend who has gone through something similar and now has a beautiful baby boy!

Anyways - I'm committed to not letting myself go down a dark path.

There is a bright future for me and Brian - I'm sure of it. Until then, I'm committed to making myself better and taking it all one day at a time.

This final clip from the movie castaway says a lot about how I'm feeling now and what I need to do to move on.